Children are so fickle. And there flippant with you. And there indredibly stupid.

Today Gunnar was playing with an outlit and Heather stopped him. She told him the electricity would jump out and bite him if he wasn't careful. Of course Gunnnar wanted more then ever to play with the outlit so he followed Heather around the house with his shoulders drooped telling her that he wanted to play with electricity.

Listening to that I laughed. [i]little children are so stupid[/i]. And they are. Of course thinking about it I realise I do things merely because someone has the nerve to tell me not to. I'm my own person and I'm going to prove it to the world.

I'm always trying to prove myself to the world. I take myself much to seriously sometimes. My sister, my best friend, sees right through me. I laugh when I think about how she always see's when my smile is forced and I'm pretending to myself that I'm happier, or smarter, or braver then I really am.

I'm very much still a child. I still have so much growing up to do.

~Child Katie